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I want out [Oct. 16th, 2009|12:05 pm]
[Current Music |I Want Out - Helloween]



Just done with watching Helloween dvd
Fell in love with one of the songs especially the lyric
I have always wanted write this feelings i felt 
but i cant put them in words
Finally a song that describe i how i feel

I Want Out

From our lives' beginning on
We are pushed in little forms
No one asks us how we like to be
In school they teach you what to think
But everyone says different things
But they're all convinced that
They're the ones to see

So they keep talking and they never stop
And at a certain point you give it up
So the only thing that's left to think is this

People tell me A and B
They tell me how I have to see
Things that I have seen already clear
So they push me then from side to side
They're pushing me from black to white
They're pushing 'til there's nothing more to hear

But don't push me to the maximum
Shut your mouth and take it home
'cause I decide the way things gonna be

There's a million ways to see the things in life
A million ways to be the fool
In the end of it, none of us is right
Sometimes we need to be alone

I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free


Next time , If people talk want crap with me, want to be those two faces, tell me stupid gossips  and telling me every problem they have and expect me to solve those problems as if it's my own i gonna shove this song right into their ear.
Nah, Im too kind too be that evil but sometime I am sick of it.


Thanks again to Helloween for this awesome song.
 


 
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Bazinga! [Oct. 15th, 2009|10:18 pm]


School gonna open soon.fuck ahh.
Body bloody aching
Sprained my wrists, Thighs cramp nak mampus
But definitely worth it with awesome silat mates
playing stupid games, random jokes and helping each
other when the tough get going.
One of the things that makes me look forward to school.


 
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Misanthropic [Oct. 7th, 2009|01:38 am]

When I was watching Transporter
A quote from the movie goes like this
 'Dont make promises that you cant keep'
Then i realise i remember quite a number of people
who have made promises which have not been fufill
I don't mind actually but it just bothers me that i can remember them
clearly even the small little things.
Maybe, i take promises seriously

Please inform me if i have made some promises which have not be fufill
What I learn - Always keep your promise especially the small little things.

P.S - I am getting misanthropic again.
 
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Rise Against [Oct. 4th, 2009|02:11 am]
 


You can’t force artistry. True musical creations are typically launched via pure inspiration or serendipitous moments and ideas that are often baked to perfection through sheer work and dedication. Still, many musical artists have opted to churn out songs with a cookie-cutter, assembly line mentality, cramming albums with formulaic songwriting, by-the-book tolerances and the kind of bullish one-upmanship that’s more commonly seen in a corporate — and definitely not creative — environment - Rise Against


It's a pity that nowadays song are about sex , money and other nonsensical stuff.
I ask my niece who is just 10 years old what does she listen to?
She said she like Rihanna and her favourite song is Don't Stop The Music.

Checking it out
One of the lines goes like this
"Acting naughty, your hand around my waist"
Imagine young kids keeps listening to this type of songs
without realizing they are corrupting thier sub-councious mind
Maybe I am a fucking conservative, i dont know

But we need more song that can educate and inspire people
Would't it be great to heal the world with one song?
 
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True Believers [Sep. 30th, 2009|12:01 pm]
 
I've met some people along the way,
Some of them split some of them stay,
Some of them walk some walk on by,
I've got a few friends I'll love till I die
From all of these people I try to learn,
Some of them shine some of them burn,
Some of them rise some of them fall,
For good or bad I've known them all
The kind of faith that doesn't fade away
We are the true believers



Dedicated to those fews
You know who you are.
 
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Fight Club [Sep. 24th, 2009|09:44 am]



Man, I see in Fight Club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables — slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars, but we won't. We're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.



 
 
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Alhamduillah [Sep. 23rd, 2009|08:15 am]



Alhamduillah
I prove my worth
Now i really can sleep peacefully
and really enjoy my Holidays

Labels are for cans, not people.
 
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The Glass Prison [Sep. 20th, 2009|02:38 am]



I Reflection

Crawling to my glass prison
A place where no one knows
My secret lonely world begins

So much safer here
A place where I can go
To forget about my daily sins

Life here in my glass prison
A place I once called home
Fall in nocturnal bliss again

Chasing a long lost friend
I no longer can control
Just waiting for this hopelessness to end


II Restoration

Help me
I can't break out this prison all alone
Save me
I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own
Heal me
I can't restore my sanity alone

You help me perform this miracle
I must set my past free
You dug the hole, but you can't bury your soul
Open your mind and you will


III Revelation

Way off in the distance I saw the door
I tried to open
I tried forcing with all of my will and still
The door wouldn't open

Unable to trust in my faith
I turned and walked away
I looked around, felt a chill in the air
Took my will and turned it over

The glass prison which once held me is now gone
A long lost fortress
Armed only with liberty
And the key of my willingness

Fell down on my knees and prayed
Thy will be done
I turned around, saw a light shining through
The door was wide open

IV Conclusion

Yet, im not ready to walk out
The light shining could be a trap, maybe not
So I reluctanly went back to my glass prison
Content with the light shining from afar




 

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Final Destination [Sep. 17th, 2009|09:57 pm]


Went to the cemetery in the morning
In love with the surroudings
So peaceful with the sounds of birds chirping
Time literally stops there
I felt so calm
Unfortunately, my time is not up yet stay there

Kinda emotional as we clean up the graves and offer prayers
to the people that is really closed to us that have moved on
It seems like every year, the number of graves we visit have increase
What can we do?
We may never know when our time is up
It could be tommorow

Talking about death
On the way home
I got involve in a car accdident at PIE
Uncle's car got rear-ended by this drunken old man !
Cause a massive taffic jam
Damm, now i got a phobia of sitting at the back
If the car were to hit harder, me and my dad would be crushed to death. LOL

But poor dad, in the afternoon
decide to go out and ride his motorcycle
And get involved in an accident again!
Fell and skid on the road trying not to
hit a person who was jaywalking.
Luckily just minor injuries.

What A Fucking Day !





 
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Ninety-Eightyfour [Sep. 9th, 2009|03:12 am]


 Finally I found that Legendary book
Found it at Kinokuniya
Ninety-eightyfour by George Orwell
The book that motivates people such as
John Lennon, Tom Morello, Dead Kennedys , Anti-FLag , Rise Against
and many others
Even thought the book is published in 1949
The price of that book is still fucking expensive
Around 30++
Soon, I will get it since im broke now.


Ironically, I just spend $70 on a mountain bike.
Brainwashed by my uncle
Showed me this bike forum
But I think its money well invested
Because $70 is darn cheap for a second-hand extremely good condition mountain bike
Reason because the seller wife want him to get rid of it
because he got 4 mountain bikes at home
and just purchase another one.

Next, the fucking book!!!

Im bored.





 



 


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Blah Blah Blaj [Sep. 9th, 2009|01:03 am]




DarknessSurroundingReminissionSecondHeartbeatAndAllThingWillEnd
 
We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing
We all know what to do but no one does it
Now this time has passed, and full of regret
I stand alone
When they get back, it won't be the same

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

A good friend once told me you are memory
Without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
Their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down

Smell the burning embers, time flickering away.
Timeless but soon gone.
And I can find myself, alone with just my thoughts.
As time crumbles away.

And All Thing Will End

 


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Regret [Sep. 1st, 2009|01:37 am]



It's during this Holiday period
I can just practically lie down on my bed
Can't sleep and end up remembering the past and present

I will then be smiling to myself about how lucky I am,
Having friends and family I could rely on
Achieving Things i worked so hard on,
Unforgettable moments that will always be rememebred.

As you are reminiscing through the past
Suddenly, just one moment of regret
Could destroy all this feel-good moment.

Regret is an intelligent and emotional dislike for personal past acts and behaviors.
Regret is often felt when someone feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt after committing an action or actions that the person later wishes that he or she had not done.

But maybe, regret is just a waste of our energy
because it will only provide you sadness
Maybe when one door closes and another opens
We often took so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
That we choose to ignore the door that is open


Hahaha, this post so emo...
No more of such post !!

But prepare for more post
To kill boredom
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Unholy Confession [Aug. 30th, 2009|04:06 am]
 



Done with Exams!
Start of Holidays
Finally,
The Battle is Over
Though The War Isn't

Class Chalet was fun.
Finally, I can see that my classmates
are mingling around
Joking with each other and playing games
Regardless of race, religion and clique.

What more I could wish for?

Unfortunately 29 August 2009 turn out badly for me.
When Arsenal lose to Manchester United.
I still can't find the logic and rationality
of Abou Diaby scoring an own goal.

But what hurts me the most,
When I was screaming and shouting
with Hafiyan celebrating our hearts out
when Arsenal score a last minute goal
which turn out that
it's was an offiside goal.

The Pain Is Unbearable.
Really.
Even Arsene Wenger Was Pissed.

Bye.





 

 

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Fuck You [Aug. 25th, 2009|09:20 pm]
[Current Music |Fuck You - Archive]



Remember the post below
Giving credit to LKY
For protecting the MINORITIES
Well, i fucking discredit it.
Because I realize he saying all that
Because he is just scared of his own shadows.
 
Takut dengan Bayang Bayang Sendiri!
Dumb Me, Rauf would have been dissapointed
Haha.
 
Thus I Dedicate This Song TO L.K.Y
And for others that make your life difficult!
Enjoy




Fuck You - Archive
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won’t ever meet I remember your name

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway

You`re a scum, you`re a scum and I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway

Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside put a gun in your mouth
makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
so much crap coming out it must take you all day

There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see
If you do why the fuck are you looking at me

There’s a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up cos I find you obscene
We can’t wait for the day that you’re never around
When that face isn’t here and you rot underground

Can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to god I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don’t think I can so fuck you anyway

 

 

 

 

 

 

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A Day Remembered [Aug. 20th, 2009|12:57 pm]


Hey Ho! Hello !
Fine, thats lame..
Tomorrow will be my first paper
Fuck!
 
Went to Peninsula Yesterday
To Get Guitar Strings
and Two T-Shirts
 
One is an Anti-Flag T-shirt
With a quote by M.Luther King imprinted.
And the auntie give me this Che Guevara badge
For Free!
I Feel like a freedom fighter now!
 
Proceed to Singapore Flyer To Study
Then Lepak at Esplanade
I really admired how the city has developed
 
Credit to Lee Kuan Yew
 
Give him face today because he went down to parliament
and rebut an NMP for questioning
Malay Rights in Singapore.
 
Only Today ahhh..
 
Bye.
 

 

 

 

 

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Wolf and Raven [Aug. 2nd, 2009|02:05 pm]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |Wolf & Raven - Sonata Arctica]

 



Hello Once Again
It's Sunday Today
But Im Not Working Today
Feels Weird

Fever , Flu and Sore Throat Is Killing Me
Everytime I Shoved All Those Pills
I Feel Like I Am Being Drug Rape.
LOFL

Hope Tomorrow I Will Be Fucking Cured

And I Felt Cheated
All This While, I Thought Sonata Arctica Was Some Gay Power Metal Band
Because The Album I Download Consist of Not - So Metal Songs
More of Ballads, But Still Nice

Until

I Heard One Thier Song in Vicious Volume
I was thinking" Eh? Biar betul ni Sonata?
Takkan Brutal Gini?

Find out the album I dlw is when they take a new direction in thier music
Download thier old album and hahahaha.
Power!!! They make DragonGayForce look like kids.

 

Moral of The Story: Dont Judge A Band Just By Listening To One Album



And I Need To Do My Speech On Media Influence Now ( I Hope)

BYE

 



 


 

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Dream On [Jul. 23rd, 2009|10:10 pm]


This Past Few Days I Have The Some Of The Best Sleep I Have In Years!
Unfortunately During Those Good Moment
I Have Been Dreaming
Of A Certain Someone* its a secret* sorry.
And Now I Am Begining To Question Why

Good or Bad?
Dont Know
But It Is Sure Distracting.Arghhhhh

 
Nevermind, Aerosmith Will Help Me Keep In Check
Dream On! Dream On! Dream On!


Anyway You all Heard Of Manowar?
A Legendary Power Metal Band
As I was Scrolling through the band in DarkLyrics
Saw A  Band
Called themselves Nanowar! Wtf???
Guess They Have a Fetish on Nanobots.
HaHa

Bye.


 
 
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High Anxiety [Jul. 20th, 2009|02:06 am]
[Current Music | Suicide Machines - High Anxiety]




Media Player Shuffles
This Song Came Up
And It Really Potrayed Exactly How I Feel Right Now
Go Listen, Its Nice.

 Suicide Machines - High Anxiety

Well
It's the high anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety, mind
It's my high anxiety getting to the best of me!!

Some times I feel like I'm gonna explode
When I'm approaching total overload
I know that when I am having a panic attack
It's duck and cover, cause I can feel it coming

This time I feel like I'm gonna die
Cold sweat, the fear is paralyzing
You know I wish that this was over and done
Heart pounds, I can feel it escalating

I don't know why
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
I don't know why
I gasp for breath
I'm really feeling like I'm on the brink of death
I don't know why
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
I don't know why
I gasp for breath
I'm really feeling like I'm on the brink of death yeah

I wish I could get this crisis under control
Then I could feel some kind of closure
I feel this could go on and on without end
I guess I'll just have to ride it out cause
 
It's the high anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety, mind
It's my high anxiety getting to the best of me!!
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Exploder [Jul. 18th, 2009|06:48 pm]
 



Bloody Hell
It is Already 18 July
Preparing For D-Day Next Week
Gonna Be Fucking Tough Week

Accounting ICAII Coming Out
More Bloody Projects
Having a Debate Too.
Topic Is Should Banks Be Blame For The Financial Crisis?
Bloody Arse Of All Things
More Bloody Projects
Eh? Said That Already
See What I Mean

Thank God There Is Silat Training
Vent My Anger On The Padding
Help To Control Me Beside Another Semething
Thank God Also For The Lepak/Study Session
Get To Read Social Studies and History Again !
Revolution Starts From Small Discussion
LOL.Nvm.


Lastly, I Found Something Better Then Sex.
Even Though I Never Had One
Doing Splits !
The Feeling When
The Area Between Your Crotch and Thighs
 Being Forcefully Stretch
Its Orgasmic
LOL



Damm. Did I Just Nag?
Bye.
 
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The Moon [Jul. 12th, 2009|11:33 pm]



As I Saw The Moon Gazing On The Night Sky
How I Hope I Could Reach and Touch It
But As You All Know
It Is Impossible
The More I Hope For It
The More I Would Be In Denial Of Reality
So The Least I Can Do Now
Is To Gaze At The Night Sky Every Now And Then
To Make Sure The Moon Is There
Safe and Sound


P.S - You may not understand why the hell I wrote this
As long I understand it


Bye.

 


 

 
 
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Top 5 You Need To Know Before You Die (IMFO) [Jul. 4th, 2009|01:20 am]
Just Realised Something
It Has Been A Fucking Long Time
Since I Post A
Top 5 You Need To Know Before You Die (InMyFuckingOpinion)

This Post Is For Ahmad Rauf
Who Is Going To Serve
Lee Kuan Yew
Soon

Today Is All About Punk Rock
But Don't Expect
Blink 182 sort of crap
This Bands music and lryics
are Fucking educational

Bottomline: Ahmad Rauf Introduce Me True Punk-Rock

Please Go And Fucking Listen To Them
Ask And I Will Send
Here It Goes

5


The Ramones

4

Bad Religion


3



Anti-Flag


2



Pennywise


1



Rise Against !!!





P.S Somehow, I think Punks like to take thier pictures in Black and White.
 

 


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D-Day [Jun. 30th, 2009|02:10 am]


Finally done with fucking Web Tech project.
Project Work is a fucking chore
If you have unpredictable people to work with
Feel a sense of victory by submitting it.
But still there is other projects.
 
It's feel like your a fucking soldier during D-Day
Its like your commander tell you
Today will be our greatest invasion ever on sea. Victory!!
and there you are in Omaha Beach.
Fighting Hard with people all dying around you
And finally you manage to survive and win that bloody battle

And when you were about to say
" Thank God I Survived D-Day"
In the mood to celebrate
Your commander tell you
We got another mission now.
To take over Carentan
And this scene keep repeating itself
Till we reach fucking Berlin

Same as fucking projects.
Only difference is we will not be killed in action
Only screwed in action

On a good note
Getting A,B,D airport clearance pass tmw.
 
 
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The Memory Remains [Jun. 26th, 2009|04:14 pm]




As You Know
Michael Jackson has passed away.
You may called him the King of Pop
To me, He is also one of the fucKing of Rock N Roll
Being inducted twice in Rock n Roll Hall of Fame
It's a pity he have to go first while the old man lives.

And a quote by my mother translate to English,
" When he was alive everybody shunned him , criticise him!
When he passed away, everybody praised him and respect him!"

So true about human nature.
We are fakes.


It dont matter if you're
Black or White





 
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I don't want to live in the modern world [Jun. 23rd, 2009|11:01 pm]







I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world

The high definition for the low resident
Where the value of your mind is not held in contempt
I can hear the sound of a beating heart,
That bleeds beyond a system that's falling apart
With money to burn, on a minimum wage

   Cause I don't give a shit about the modern age !
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Bloody Friday [Jun. 20th, 2009|05:05 pm]


My Laptop is Fucking Weird
Yesterday, When I turn it on,
The Operating System become Windows 98.
It sure bring back memories.
But WTF?? I can do with OS 98?
So I Fucking restart it.
And Now, the fucking operating system become Windows XP
Not funny siol.
I swear it's true and i got a fucking witness

And I restart it again.
This time the OS is Window Vista
It's like the laptop was fucking upgrading itself.
And when I want to log in my ONLY user profile
It said this.

The User Profile Service Failed the Logon
The UserProfile Failed to Load


I was thinking to myself.
How the fuck can i log in now as it the Only User Fucking Profile
And All my fucking research I have done is in there
 
Luckily, after nearly one hour, manage to troubleshoot.
By checking all those stupid forum using another's laptop.
On a good note
I have learn how to hack into someone laptop
by bypassing thier login id
and changing thier password
or delete the user profile.
HAHAHA
( Im not that Evil)

Somehow I think God was playing a trick on me
It happen moment after I planned to skip Friday Prayer
But it was raining heavily at NYP
Good Excuse?
So I turn on my laptop  planning to play Pro Evolution Soccer
And all those dipshits happen

Guess I won't skip Friday Prayers anymore.



And be careful what you say
It can spread like a wildfire
Learn about it yesterday



Close Your Eyes
Hear All Those Voices Around You
Focus
You Will Be Surprised
By What You Heard







 
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Whisper of the Wind [Jun. 18th, 2009|01:18 am]


Two Weeks Term Break
Yet Been Going to School Everyday
Fucking Projects
Luckily, there is a couple of classmates that can entertain my bullshit
Or I Be Bored to Death
 
On the Gay side.
Out of boredom and curiousity.
I watch a episode of Hannah Montana
With a midset of being cynical towards it.
No matter how gay this may sounds,
I fell in love with the characters
And now, I am watching some episodes at Youtube.
Its similar to Two and a Half Men
Except that while the above is M-18 the latter rating is G


On the serious side
I was reading the newspaper
With all those articleS
 I kept thinking to myself
Can we really like plan ahead for our future?
Thinking that we will live happily ever after till old age?
The question of What if? linger's on my mind.


What If Kim Jong Il is bent on prodcing nuclear weapons and nuking South Korea?

What if H1N1 really mutates during the flu season and can kill millions in a few days?

What if climate changing is really changing drastically then we expected?

What if colliding matters and anti-matter  can really be done?

What if 2012 is really a sign of the end of the world?

What if the old man dies?

What if tommorrow you die?


All this could happen in our life
And effect us someway or another
Maybe ignorance is bliss
Maybe i am to pessimistic
Or Like T-Bag say
In The Captivity of Negativity


But I Am Who I Am

Cloned Insanity
 
 









 
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Plato's Caves [Jun. 10th, 2009|01:02 am]


Was Reading Plato Allegory of The Cave
How can we perceive reality from illusion?
Imagine a cave inhabited by prisoners
Who have been chained and held immobile since childhood:
Not only are their arms and legs held in place, but their heads are also fixed,
Compelled to gaze at a wall in front of them
The prisoners can only watch the shadows cast by the men, not knowing they are shadows
Thus, It is not reasonable that the prisoners would take the shadows to be real things
Not just a reflection of reality
Since they are all they had ever seen

Suppose that a prisoner is freed and permitted to stand up.
If someone were to show him the things that had cast the shadows
He would not recognize them for what they were and could not name them
He would believe the shadows on the wall to be more real than what he sees
After sometimes, he would then begin accept that all this years
The shadows are not real but merely an illusion
What if this world we are living in
Is just a mere shadow ?

Just like Morpheus say to Neo
What is real?
How do you define real?
If you're talking about what you can hear,
What you can smell, taste and feel
Then real is simply electrical signals
interpreted by your brain.


Makes me think


Cloned Insanity
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Who's Fooling Who? [Jun. 2nd, 2009|01:33 am]





Been a while since I wrote an entry
Wave of ICA's have keep coming like Russian Soldiers.
Manage to hold off Microeconomics and Managment with honour and courage.
Accounting will be arriving this Thursday
Statistic and Web Technologies will be on next Wednesday.
Bloody arse, hope will not get slaughtered next week.
And then come the wonderful term-break.
Wait!
Term Break = Time To do Your Project

By the way
We live in a dangerous world
Expect the Unexpected
Due to fucking money
This is for you asshole
Though you may not be reading this

In the Words of Tony Iommi
 
Don't you realize, you are a fool
Lying while trying to speak the truth?
And expect me to believe
Tell me who is fooling who ?
 
 
 
Cloned Insanity

 
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The Worker's Song [May. 23rd, 2009|03:03 pm]




We're the first ones to starve the first ones to die

The first ones in line for that pie-in-the-sky

And always the last when the cream is shared out

For the worker is working when the fat cat's about
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The Unthinking Majority [May. 19th, 2009|12:26 am]
We don't need your hypocrisy

Execute real democracy.

Post-industrial society

The Unthinking Majority
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Today [May. 10th, 2009|01:55 am]
[Current Mood | jubilant]

Today is the the day where i feel all good inside after such a long time.

I am a Happy fucker today.

Period.

Cloned Insanity.


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Rise of The Rest [May. 7th, 2009|12:15 am]

During Lecture, the Lecturer showed us this video.

Kinday Scary and Threathening.



 

Cloned Insanity
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Tianamen Square [May. 5th, 2009|11:53 pm]





Hello Muthafuckers !
Miss me? haha

Supposed to be studying but then fuck all this education dipshits.


Anyway, I was doing my research for my Effective Comms module ICA speech. The topic that i think i will be doing is about a person I admire most.  Read about them all from Saladin to Che Guevara to Luther King to Hitler and a few more. . In the end, I conclude that Mahatma Gandhi is the person i will gonna talk about. Brainwashed the class with some Propagandhi.haha.




When I was researching about them, I sidetrack and end up wasting 45 minutes reading about Tianemen Square Masscare in 1989.

Below is a brief description about the Incident. Source from Wiki.

The Tiananmen Square protests of 1989 culminating in the Tiananmen Square Massacre were a series of demonstrations in and near Tiananmen Square in Beijing in the People's Republic of China (PRC) beginning on April 14. Led mainly by students and intellectuals, the protests occurred in a year that saw the collapse of a number of communist governments around the world.

The protests lacked a unified cause or leadership, participants were generally against the government's authoritarianism and voiced calls for economic change and democratic reform within the structure of the government.

The movement lasted seven weeks from on 15 April until tanks cleared Tiananmen Square on 4 June. In Beijing, the resulting military response to the protesters by the PRC government left many civilians dead.The official death toll according to the Chinese government was 200 to 300, but Chinese student associations and the Chinese Red Cross reported 2000 to 3000 deaths.
 

OK, Now we move on to international reaction, basically, DEMOCRATIC* countries will condemn the events.


Some Countries that Condemn

 Australia: The Prime Minister, Bob Hawke, wept at a memorial service in the Great Hall in Parliament. The Australian government granted Chinese students a four year amnesty to stay in Australia.

 Japan: The Japanese government called the response "intolerable" and froze loans to China. Japan was also the first member of the G7 to restore high level relations with China in the following months.

 Poland: The Polish government criticised the response of the Chinese government but not the government itself. A government spokesman called the incident "tragic", with "sincere sympathy for the families of those killed and injured.

 South Korea: The Foreign Ministry expressed "grave concern" and hoped for no further deterioration of the situation. The statement also encouraged dialogue to resolve the issue peacefully.

 United Kingdom: Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher expressed "utter revulsion and outrage", and was "appalled by the indiscriminate shooting of unarmed people." She promised to relax immigration laws for Hong Kong residents.


Some Countries that Support


 Burma: The junta supported the actions of the Chinese government

 Czechoslovakia: The government of Czechoslovakia supported the Chinese governments response, expressing the idea that China would overcome its problems and further develop socialism.

 Kuwait: Kuwait voiced understanding of the measures taken by the Chinese authorities to protect social stability




Now came the most important part of this fucking post!

What do Singapore got say? A country that pledge by being united regardless of race and religion , being a DEMOCRATIC* society based on justice and equality??

 Singapore: The government offered no comment on the incident, but criticized Western calls for economic sanctions against China, dismissing them as interfering in China’s internal affairs.

LOL, What a fucking joke...Honestly, i feel ashamed to face those students in Tianemen Square.

 

Cloned Insanity


 


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Labour Fucking Day [May. 1st, 2009|01:27 am]

Tomorrow is fucking Labour Day !

School is fucking out.

No time for games.

No time for guitar playing

No time for lepak

No time for reading

No time for political rantings

No time for blogging

Piles of tutorial and project needs to be done.

4 Semester of Higher Nitec = 1 Semester of Polytechnic

The only good thing is that time now flew damm fucking fast !

One promise I will make

No more procrastination will drag my feet below.

Macam paham.haha

Bye.

 

Cloned Insanity

 

 

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Miserables In Singapore [Apr. 24th, 2009|10:33 pm]


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Labour-Intensive [Apr. 21st, 2009|12:15 am]

A definition during lecture make me somehow think for a while.

The teacher were explaining about labour-intensive industry.

He say that in Singapore we could not use Labour-Intensive methods for doing businesses because labours are expensive here. Then he say something about importing foreign workers because they are cheaper and thus, we can maximise our profit.

He also explain that to exploit labour-intensive industry, we are recommended to set up business in Third - World Countries and where the population is large and the people are poor.

And he then continue explaining about how Minister Mentor as make Singapore economy what it is today.

I am beginning to hate Microeconomics.

 

Cloned Insanity

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School Back for Summer ! [Apr. 19th, 2009|07:28 pm]

Today, I will not talk about any political dipship, Today, I will talk about school.

Anyway, went for Orientation for two days, As always, we play all those stupid ice-breaking games. Nevertheless it was fun except that my skin colour is getting darker due to the sun.This few days, its getting hotter day by day sia. If you realize ar. And hate people calling us 'Freshie'. It sounds gay. It like you are some new prostitutes from Vietnam. Maybe i am dirty minded, I don't know....Sorry

For my class, lol, they is only two malay boys including me. As for the other boys, lol, they are a fun bunch of people ..Suddenly i feel threathened by 17 years old boys As for the girls, they are just normal. Anyway, I think my class will click well.

Cant wait to get a laptop too, hehehe, Father will pay for the laptop, no need to pay him back..Cant wait to install games in there..haha


Tommorow will be the start of school. Anyway this semester module I will be learning is


Microeconomics

Effective Communication

Principle of Management

Internet - Web Technologies

Statistical Methods for Business

              AND

Accounting ---------------------------------> Im doomed

P.S - Should not drop POA last time. I need Hafiyan help asap.

Cloned Insanity

 

 

 

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Patriotism Just Died Today [Apr. 13th, 2009|10:18 pm]

As I was reading the newspaper, one of the article caught my attention. It's is about MM telling foreigners that they are welcome in Singapore and there are many opportunities for them here if they become Singapore citizen and that we Singaporean citizens will welcome them with open arms.

I was thinking, is that man speaking for the whole of Singapore or for himself? Because in my opinion, I feel he is speaking for himself.

Just look around, they are many foreigners taking over Singapore slowly. It really bothers me that most of them soon will may choose the idea of becoming Singapore citizens. Seriously, the day were gone when they have to wait up to 10 years to get a Singapore Citizenship. Now, its just take them 2 years to get it.

I dont mind having new citizen from different countries, but giving an estimated 2500 citizenship nearly every month mostly from China pisses me off. Do you think that most of them care when they take the oath or say the Singapore pledge? Do they even know how to sing the National Anthem? Do they even know what Majulah Singapura even mean?

Seriously, where is the privilege of being a local Singaporean?

And yet, they expect us to join the National Service? Honestly I don't feel the sense of patriotism.

Tell me ? What are we defending? Foreigners cum so - called Singapore Citizens?

I rather migrate to another country then defend this Island.

Why would i want to protect a goverment that does not care about its local people?

Why would I want to protect a goverment that care only in making money?

Why would I would to protect a government that bring in new citizens like nobody business so that the population will not decline due to some failed two - child policy?

I rather defend my pride and dignity.


Cloned Insanity
 

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Anatomy of Your Enemy [Apr. 8th, 2009|12:55 pm]

I was listening to Anti-Flags and this song caught my attention. I think that Anti-Flag somehow went to university to study Politics and Social Humanities because most of the lyrics are not nonsense and mostly educative. It as if some fellow researchers embedded thier findings in a song. Bottomline, don't judge a band by its cover.

Anatomy of Your Enemy - Anti Flag

10 easy steps to create an enemy and start a war:
Listen closely because we will all see this weapon used in our lives.
It can be used on a society of the most ignorant to the most highly educated.
We need to see their tactics as a weapon against humanity and not as truth.

First step
Create the enemy. Sometimes this will be done for you.

Second step
Be sure the enemy you have chosen is nothing like you.
Find obvious differences like race, language, religion, dietary habits
fashion. Emphasize that their soldiers are not doing a job,
they are heartless murderers who enjoy killing!

Third step
Once these differences are established continue to reinforce them
with all disseminated information.

Fourth step
Have the media broadcast only the ruling party's information
this can be done through state run media.
Remember, in times of conflict all for-profit media repeats the ruling party's information.
Therefore all for-profit media becomes state-run.

Fifth step

Show this enemy in actions that seem strange, militant, or different.
Always portray the enemy as non-human, evil, a killing machine.

Sixth step
Eliminate opposition to the ruling party.
Create an "Us versus Them" mentality. Leave no room for opinions in between.
One that does not support all actions of the ruling party should be considered a traitor.

Seventh step
Use nationalistic and/or religious symbols and rhetoric to define all actions.
This can be achieved by slogans such as "freedom loving people versus those who hate freedom."
This can also be achieved by the use of flags.

Eighth step

Align all actions with the dominant deity.
It is very effective to use terms like, "It is god's will" or "god bless our nation."

Ninth step
Design propaganda to show that your soldiers
have feelings, hopes, families, and loved ones.
Make it clear that your soldiers are doing a duty; they do not want or like to kill.

Tenth step
Create and atmosphere of fear, and instability
and then offer the ruling party as the only solutions to comfort the public's fears.
Remembering the fear of the unknown is always the strongest fear.


 

 

Cloned Insanity

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Piss Off [Apr. 7th, 2009|12:30 am]

Im fucking pissed

I was blog-hopping and something happened

I was fucking shocked !

Angry to the max sia..

Someone was flaming me and my friends..

Honestly, im really sad.

If you don't believe me, pls take a look at it and judge it for youself !

Maybe , flame his tagboard too!

www.download.com/mp3youtube

















Hehehehe..

What were you guys thinking?

 

Cloned Insanity


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A New Journey [Apr. 3rd, 2009|10:38 pm]
[Current Mood | optimistic]

Alhamduillah

Instead of going to serve my country

I will be continuing my studies for another three years

Will be studying Business Management in Nanyang Polytechnic

I think I will be choosing Human Resource as my specialization

The thrill of hiring and sacking people ?

 

Nah, not my dream job,

Will be starting to save money now so I can study what really interest me in the future

Humanities , History , Anthropology or Political Science.

Thats is my dream.

Till then , lets suck up to the education that the society wants me to study.

 

Cloned Insanity.

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Best of the Beast [Apr. 2nd, 2009|10:30 pm]
I slowly search throught SOFT Forum for a seller

Finally , I found a seller who sells the 'scared artifact '

He took me weeks to reply to my message

As I was broke , I too did not reply to his message

For weeks, I wait till i get the money

When the day arrived , I went to meet him

Wasting my fare going to Dover

But I don't give a damm

When I bring the scared thing home

My mother was shocked

She say it was too scary to be put up

because of some shits she heard at Misteri Jam 12

nevertheless , she relented

and they my FATHER come home

When he sees it he shouted :

Hakim! Macam maner malaikat nak masuk bilik kau!

Tak bawak berkat langsung!

But again

He cools off

Hehehehehe

Presenting

Iron Maiden Best of the Beast Poster

which is fucking large...

hahahah

Unfortunately I have not taking the pic

But it look something like this

on my wall

 



 

 

 

Cloned Insanity
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Waiting for the Day [Mar. 31st, 2009|01:43 pm]
Waiting for the Day

When I look around, I saw the same old shits
The goverment telling people what they are supposed to do
It seems that our mind is being imprisoned
In this so-called haven

We can't expressed our ideals
Or we are deemed a threat to society
While the propaganda machine churns
Blinding people from the truth

A prophecy was told
They say when the old man dies, new generation will arise
I hope someday
This prophecy will turn into reality

Im' waiting for the day
Young and old marching down the streets in unity
Fist in the air
As they watch the system crumbling down
And they will sing
We want change !

Waiting for the day
Waiting for the day
Waiting for the day
We want change !


Lyrics : Luqman / Rauf
Music : IDX


P.S : More songs will be written.

 

Cloned Insanity



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Politically Motivated [Mar. 26th, 2009|07:50 pm]

New day , New Post.

Working today makes me politically motivated. Prepare for a long entry.

Bottomline , Today I was suppose to work at Baggage Transfer Area from 6.30 am to 10.30am. Unfortunately, due to some unforseen circumstances, my supervisor tell me they need another worker at Arrival. Arrival is not that tedious anyway, however the working hours is from 6.30 am to 5.30 pm sia. Supervisor as usual, make a very pitiful face such that if i never help him cover, the world will end tomorrow. Anyway, i got nothing to lose , get more money, quite slack and hope 11 hours will pass quickly.

As I went there, Three uncles welcome me there, found out the person i am covering got a last minute medical check up. Quite a fun bunch of people. Keep asking me if i have eaten , tell me where to rest and make stupid jokes which are funny.

Then come the interesting part,

I was chatting with them, when they talk about thier CPF and stuff, which lead to talking about Singapore. We talk about a whole lot of stuff if I were to say it here. I will sure be sue for libel defamation. hahaha. The uncles told me they were actually glad they someone as young as me also know about all the bad stuff that the goverment did. Then i ask them, why that during your time, you all don't dare to stand up and they say that they can't afford to have some people to knock at thier door at 3 am  to take them away never to be seen again.

Then the uncles told me that they see me as one of the people that will rise up against the goverment because of the hatred i let out against them, Yet, they remain skeptical because not everyone is like me and the goverment is still powerful as ever. And I tell them , dont worry uncle, the internet is the new media, people now dare to speak up, people my age do realize. In 10 years time, thousands of people will dare themselves to join a peaceful protest on the streets. Don't tell me they going to lock up five thousand people in prison anyway.

Then come the emotional part,

They say changes can be seen soon if that SOMEONE died.They hope it will happen by 2010 and can see it happening in five years time if what i say is true about the new generation of Singapoerans.Because they say they are not sure if they can wait for another 10-15 years to see that moment because they may be dead already.

Let's hope they can see the day, where thousand of people, young and old , hand in hand marching together and protesting peacefully through the street.


Cloned Insanity

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Weird [Mar. 22nd, 2009|08:57 pm]

I was doing this personality test based on the clothes you wear.

In my mind , how the fuck can they derived your personality by analysing the clothes you wear. However, curiousity get the bigger of me and thus i decided to the take the test.

I find out it was fucking accurate sia !! or maybe my mind makes me thinks its accurate. But this is really the first time i take a personality test which i felt is potraying myself. That why im posting about it, because its fucking cool to finally get an accurate analyzation. Except for being a sexy at time and clever. I am not sure. hehe

Again?

How the fuck they do it ??? Nevermind, you be bored anyway. Here it is.

 

What others see from your style

You tend to be a gentle and pleasant person. You love nature and at least some of the arts, and derive great satisfaction from being helpful. You are stubborn and are not interested in wealth and power.

 

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

 

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

 

What others see from your belts

You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

 

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

 

What others see from your earrings

You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

 

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx

Fucking true i swear, cannot accept siol personality gini accurate


Anyway,I  been not out of my house accept for goin to work in the morning and back. No life you may say but I have got things to do at home such as

Playing Red Alert 3 Uprising

Playing Blazing Angels Squadrons of WWII

Watching Lost Season 5

Watching Chuck Season 1 and 2

Watching Mind Your Language Season 1 2 and 3

Playing the Six String Machine ( Quote by Rauf )

Reading a book called The Future by Oona Strathern ( Shall update about this interesting book)

By now you all be saying, this boy no life sia , but fuck you ! haha

And finally , being a good son by helping my mother clean the house , cook and wash the laundry.. hehehe mcm phm.


 

Cloned Insanity
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Pessimistic Misantropist [Mar. 17th, 2009|11:27 pm]
[Current Mood | angry]

This post will be full of angst, if you are feeling happy at this moment, I suggest that you press X at the top right hand corner of this browser. If you want to stay and get deeper into the rabbit hole then you are welcome.


It's all started with FACEBOOK, someone was promoting some sort of a 3D Chat Room called IMVU. So you can create your own model and stuff's and roaming about in the virtual world doing activities and chatting people up . Everything was cool until you can also do virtual activity such as praying ( Muslim Context ). I don't mind if if show praying and being a muslim in a correct way, but they were making a mockery out of it . One example was that a girl was shown praying wearing something inapproriate. Called me a staunch conservative whatsoever but just look at the pic.




They were others too but let's put that aside. I don't care if you are fucking yourself, fucking the minister. That's your fucking freedom. But I believe that this two things should have a limit. RACE and RELIGION. If we ourselves can't respect our own religion and race, how do others respect us? I'm not trying to be a preacher here, damm, i am not that pious anyway, i did not pray five times a day even if i could but there is limit. There is a clear borderline between joke and sensitivity. Unfortunately, many people can't see it.

Is this how we gonna teach the future generation? Even those people commenting on the video say nothing to condemm it, Instead they love it ! Guess that how it goes. I bet in 10 years time , a hadith will be edict that people can pray in a virtual world of some sort. Islam will dissapear slowly. Nowdays, people don't know the five pillars of Islam and how to pray, but they sure know what is forbid in Islam, for example, i despise people who never do thier prayers, thier answer? I can't go friday prayers ah. I just drink yesterday.. So i can't pray for 40 days. How ironic! Fucking despise them. Just like what Ahmed Ahmed say,  Define haram - you can drink alcohol and have sex but you cant it pork !

This what happen when people have no faith and were searching desperately for it. Thank Allah for i do have faith, I have seen it , feel it and believe it. There is no doubt anymore. I am glad that I can die peacefully.

Guess this is a new era. The Dajjals of the future. May we be lead to the right path.

Cloned Insanity
 

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Top 5 You Need To Know Before You Die (IMO) [Mar. 16th, 2009|11:45 am]
It 's so boring...

Fucking boring...

So,i have decided to post top 5 whenever i am free..


For today crap, its about MUSICIANS AGAIN !!!!!!!!

Musicians that died too early when they can contribute a whole lot more to music. How i wish they were still alive , if they still do , this world will be full of ROCK AND ROLL and shitty music such as from LADY GAGA will not be in existence at all. EXTINCT ! LOL.

Btw, they is no ranking whatsoever this time, they are all legends. Btw, it a TOP 7..



 

   Name: Bon Scott
   Band : AC/DC - Vocalist
   Age of Death : 33
   Cause of Death : Alcohol Poisoning
Quote: I don't give a fuck what else on the rider, as long I've got Jack Daniels.




Name : Cliff Burton
Band: Metallica - Bassist
Age of Death: 24
Cause of Death : Tour Bus Accident
Quote: We do what we want! We don't care what anyone else thinks




Name: Kurt Cobain
Band : Nirvana - Vocalist/Guitarist
Age of Death : 27
Cause of Death : Suicide
Quote : Humans are dumb. Ashamed to be a human




Name : Sid Vicious
Band : Sex Pistols - Bassist
Age of Death : 21
Cause of Death : Drug Overdose
Quote : 'll probably die by the time I reach 25. But I'll have lived the way I wanted to.




Name : Randy Rhoads
Band : Quiet Riot - Guitarist
Age of Death : 25
Cause of Death : Plane Crash
Quote: Five years from now I would love to have people know me as a guitar hero.




Name : Hideto Matsumoto
Band : X Japan - Lead Guitarist
Age of Death : 33
Cause of Death : Accidental Suicide/Death
Quote : Nil




Name : Jimi Hendrix
Band : The Jimi Hendrix Experience - Lead Guitarist
Age of Death : 27
Cause of Death : Choking
Quote : "Don't use your brain to play it, let your feelings guide your fingers."


 

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Re - education [Mar. 10th, 2009|10:48 pm]
[Current Mood | discontent]

Done with exams!

Hope good results will be achieve.

Anyway , education in Singapore suck big time in my opinion. We as a society in Singapore is really pathetic. From the day we start school the propanganda machine has already start churning. You can't blame us students anyway, six years of singing the national anthem and taking the pledge , maybe another four years in secondary school, two more years if you are in national service. That could totally brainwashed someone in becoming a robot with no fucking opinion!

In Singapore, our goal is to study study study even if does not interest us we still have to fucking studies. Then what? work till you die? mind you, we only get our retirement fund when we are 72. If you die before that, your hard - earned money will be gone to you - know - who. Honestly many people think CPF is created so people will have reitrement money to enjoy when they are old. But seriously,  CPF is actuaslly used to pay our mortages of ur house and medical fees so you - know - who will not run out of money.

Back to education, Singapore is consider one of the most literate and educated countries in the world. That must be something to be proud of..But , then i realise something , why our country doest not have world - class talent such as a famous inventor , top sportsman , famous scientist and people that win awards such as the Nobel Peace Prize? Because in most countries , the students study what they like and what interest them thus it motivates them to do greater things for the society. Unlike Singapore , people dont care what you are interested in, they are interested in you getting A's for your exam. Be the best of the best!..if your not the best , they don't care about you!

Bottomline , even though we are educated , Why we still need FOREIGN TALENT to lead us?? Because 90% of Singaporeans are robots who do what their MASTER ask them to do. My advice , if you have the money and relatives overseas go out of Singapore and study what you like and interest you, do not study something you dislike. We really need to wake up our ideas.


A joke about Singaporeans,

A Russian, an Ethiopian and a Singaporean were being surveyed by the World Bank. The question was "What is your opinion on how much money you spend on food?"

The Ethiopian asked, "What is food?"

The Russian asked, "What is money?"

The Singaporean asked, "What is an opinion?"



Such a long post..hahaha.. just need to let it out.

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Anak Pasca Merdeka [Mar. 6th, 2009|01:04 am]

Bermulanya detik yang bahagia,

Negara kita bebas dari penjajah,

Pemerintah yang ditubuh dahulu kala,

Mahu berkuasa untuk selamanya,

Inilah cerita negeri dunia pertama,

Tapi rakyatnya masih hidup sengsara,

Generasi baharu fikirian berbeza,

Terperangkap dalam sangkar pemerintah,

Kermederdekaan satu muslihat durjana,

Demokrasi entah hilang ke mana,

Apa yang tinggal satu sandiwara,

Kekal berkuasa menjadi utama.



Kami adalah anak pasca merdeka!

Patriotik juga Bahaya!

Kami adalah anak pasca merdeka!

Malangnya suara kita tidak didengar mereka !


                             
                               A magnificent work by a good friend
                               
                               By the name of Ahmad Rauf
                              
                               A man who will never raise the white flag
 
                               Rest assured your voice will be heard !



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