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STILL FUCKING PROTESTING

I want out

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 04:27:23 GMT

Just done with watching Helloween dvd
Fell in love with one of the songs especially the lyric
I have always wanted write this feelings i felt
but i cant put them in words
Finally a song that describe i how i feel

I Want Out

From our lives' beginning on
We are pushed in little forms
No one asks us how we like to be
In school they teach you what to think
But everyone says different things
But they're all convinced that
They're the ones to see

So they keep talking and they never stop
And at a certain point you give it up
So the only thing that's left to think is this

People tell me A and B
They tell me how I have to see
Things that I have seen already clear
So they push me then from side to side
They're pushing me from black to white
They're pushing 'til there's nothing more to hear

But don't push me to the maximum
Shut your mouth and take it home
'cause I decide the way things gonna be

There's a million ways to see the things in life
A million ways to be the fool
In the end of it, none of us is right
Sometimes we need to be alone

I want out--to live my life alone
I want out--leave me be
I want out--to do things on my own
I want out--to live my life and to be free

Next time , If people talk want crap with me, want to be those two faces, tell me stupid gossips and telling me every problem they have and expect me to solve those problems as if it's my own i gonna shove this song right into their ear.
Nah, Im too kind too be that evil but sometime I am sick of it.

Thanks again to Helloween for this awesome song.

Bazinga!

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:37:12 GMT

School gonna open soon.fuck ahh.
Body bloody aching
Sprained my wrists, Thighs cramp nak mampus
But definitely worth it with awesome silat mates
playing stupid games, random jokes and helping each
other when the tough get going.
One of the things that makes me look forward to school.

Misanthropic

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 17:53:06 GMT

When I was watching Transporter
A quote from the movie goes like this
'Dont make promises that you cant keep'
Then i realise i remember quite a number of people
who have made promises which have not been fufill
I don't mind actually but it just bothers me that i can remember them
clearly even the small little things.
Maybe, i take promises seriously

Please inform me if i have made some promises which have not be fufill
What I learn - Always keep your promise especially the small little things.

P.S - I am getting misanthropic again.

Rise Against

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 18:37:33 GMT

You can’t force artistry. True musical creations are typically launched via pure inspiration or serendipitous moments and ideas that are often baked to perfection through sheer work and dedication. Still, many musical artists have opted to churn out songs with a cookie-cutter, assembly line mentality, cramming albums with formulaic songwriting, by-the-book tolerances and the kind of bullish one-upmanship that’s more commonly seen in a corporate — and definitely not creative — environment - Rise Against

It's a pity that nowadays song are about sex , money and other nonsensical stuff.
I ask my niece who is just 10 years old what does she listen to?
She said she like Rihanna and her favourite song is Don't Stop The Music.

Checking it out
One of the lines goes like this
"Acting naughty, your hand around my waist"
Imagine young kids keeps listening to this type of songs
without realizing they are corrupting thier sub-councious mind
Maybe I am a fucking conservative, i dont know

But we need more song that can educate and inspire people
Would't it be great to heal the world with one song?

True Believers

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 04:06:27 GMT

I've met some people along the way,
Some of them split some of them stay,
Some of them walk some walk on by,
I've got a few friends I'll love till I die
From all of these people I try to learn,
Some of them shine some of them burn,
Some of them rise some of them fall,
For good or bad I've known them all
The kind of faith that doesn't fade away
We are the true believers

Dedicated to those fews
You know who you are.

Fight Club

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 01:49:07 GMT

Man, I see in Fight Club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables — slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars, but we won't. We're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

Alhamduillah

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 00:31:42 GMT

Alhamduillah
I prove my worth
Now i really can sleep peacefully
and really enjoy my Holidays

Labels are for cans, not people.

The Glass Prison

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 19:17:32 GMT

I Reflection

Crawling to my glass prison
A place where no one knows
My secret lonely world begins

So much safer here
A place where I can go
To forget about my daily sins

Life here in my glass prison
A place I once called home
Fall in nocturnal bliss again

Chasing a long lost friend
I no longer can control
Just waiting for this hopelessness to end

II Restoration

Help me
I can't break out this prison all alone
Save me
I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own
Heal me
I can't restore my sanity alone

You help me perform this miracle
I must set my past free
You dug the hole, but you can't bury your soul
Open your mind and you will

III Revelation

Way off in the distance I saw the door
I tried to open
I tried forcing with all of my will and still
The door wouldn't open

Unable to trust in my faith
I turned and walked away
I looked around, felt a chill in the air
Took my will and turned it over

The glass prison which once held me is now gone
A long lost fortress
Armed only with liberty
And the key of my willingness

Fell down on my knees and prayed
Thy will be done
I turned around, saw a light shining through
The door was wide open

IV Conclusion

Yet, im not ready to walk out
The light shining could be a trap, maybe not
So I reluctanly went back to my glass prison
Content with the light shining from afar

Final Destination

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:31:01 GMT

Went to the cemetery in the morning
In love with the surroudings
So peaceful with the sounds of birds chirping
Time literally stops there
I felt so calm
Unfortunately, my time is not up yet stay there

Kinda emotional as we clean up the graves and offer prayers
to the people that is really closed to us that have moved on
It seems like every year, the number of graves we visit have increase
What can we do?
We may never know when our time is up
It could be tommorow

Talking about death
On the way home
I got involve in a car accdident at PIE
Uncle's car got rear-ended by this drunken old man !
Cause a massive taffic jam
Damm, now i got a phobia of sitting at the back
If the car were to hit harder, me and my dad would be crushed to death. LOL

But poor dad, in the afternoon
decide to go out and ride his motorcycle
And get involved in an accident again!
Fell and skid on the road trying not to
hit a person who was jaywalking.
Luckily just minor injuries.

What A Fucking Day !

Ninety-Eightyfour

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:34:21 GMT

Finally I found that Legendary book
Found it at Kinokuniya
Ninety-eightyfour by George Orwell
The book that motivates people such as
John Lennon, Tom Morello, Dead Kennedys , Anti-FLag , Rise Against
and many others
Even thought the book is published in 1949
The price of that book is still fucking expensive
Around 30++
Soon, I will get it since im broke now.

Ironically, I just spend $70 on a mountain bike.
Brainwashed by my uncle
Showed me this bike forum
But I think its money well invested
Because $70 is darn cheap for a second-hand extremely good condition mountain bike
Reason because the seller wife want him to get rid of it
because he got 4 mountain bikes at home
and just purchase another one.

Next, the fucking book!!!

Im bored.

Blah Blah Blaj

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:29:24 GMT

DarknessSurroundingReminissionSecondHeartbeatAndAllThingWillEnd

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing
We all know what to do but no one does it
Now this time has passed, and full of regret
I stand alone
When they get back, it won't be the same

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

A good friend once told me you are memory
Without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be
Suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground
Their echoes are reaching my ears
Nights coming fast, suns going down

Smell the burning embers, time flickering away.
Timeless but soon gone.
And I can find myself, alone with just my thoughts.
As time crumbles away.

And All Thing Will End

Regret

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 18:27:23 GMT

It's during this Holiday period

I can just practically lie down on my bed
Can't sleep and end up remembering the past and present

I will then be smiling to myself about how lucky I am,
Having friends and family I could rely on
Achieving Things i worked so hard on,
Unforgettable moments that will always be rememebred.

As you are reminiscing through the past
Suddenly, just one moment of regret
Could destroy all this feel-good moment.

Regret is an intelligent and emotional dislike for personal past acts and behaviors.
Regret is often felt when someone feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression or guilt after committing an action or actions that the person later wishes that he or she had not done.

But maybe, regret is just a waste of our energy
because it will only provide you sadness
Maybe when one door closes and another opens
We often took so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
That we choose to ignore the door that is open

Hahaha, this post so emo...
No more of such post !!

But prepare for more post
To kill boredom

Unholy Confession

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 20:30:53 GMT

Done with Exams!
Start of Holidays
Finally,
The Battle is Over
Though The War Isn't

Class Chalet was fun.
Finally, I can see that my classmates
are mingling around
Joking with each other and playing games
Regardless of race, religion and clique.

What more I could wish for?

Unfortunately 29 August 2009 turn out badly for me.
When Arsenal lose to Manchester United.
I still can't find the logic and rationality
of Abou Diaby scoring an own goal.

But what hurts me the most,
When I was screaming and shouting
with Hafiyan celebrating our hearts out
when Arsenal score a last minute goal
which turn out that
it's was an offiside goal.

The Pain Is Unbearable.
Really.
Even Arsene Wenger Was Pissed.

Bye.

Fuck You

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 13:55:19 GMT

Remember the post below
Giving credit to LKY
For protecting the MINORITIES

Well, i fucking discredit it.

Because I realize he saying all that

Because he is just scared of his own shadows.

Takut dengan Bayang Bayang Sendiri!

Dumb Me, Rauf would have been dissapointed

Haha.

Thus I Dedicate This Song TO L.K.Y

And for others that make your life difficult!

Enjoy

Fuck You - Archive
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won’t ever meet I remember your name

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway

You`re a scum, you`re a scum and I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can so fuck you anyway

Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside put a gun in your mouth
makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
so much crap coming out it must take you all day

There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see
If you do why the fuck are you looking at me

There’s a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up cos I find you obscene
We can’t wait for the day that you’re never around
When that face isn’t here and you rot underground

Can’t believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to god I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don’t think I can so fuck you anyway

A Day Remembered

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 05:13:30 GMT

Hey Ho! Hello !
Fine, thats lame..
Tomorrow will be my first paper

~~Fuck!~~

Went to Peninsula Yesterday

To Get Guitar Strings

and Two T-Shirts

One is an Anti-Flag T-shirt

With a quote by M.Luther King imprinted.

And the auntie give me this Che Guevara badge

For Free!

I Feel like a freedom fighter now!

Proceed to Singapore Flyer To Study

Then Lepak at Esplanade

I really admired how the city has developed

Credit to Lee Kuan Yew

Give him face today because he went down to parliament

and rebut an NMP for questioning

Malay Rights in Singapore.

Only Today ahhh..

Bye.

Wolf and Raven

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 06:24:10 GMT

Hello Once Again
It's Sunday Today
But Im Not Working Today
Feels Weird

Fever , Flu and Sore Throat Is Killing Me
Everytime I Shoved All Those Pills
I Feel Like I Am Being Drug Rape.
LOFL

Hope Tomorrow I Will Be ~~Fucking~~ Cured

And I Felt Cheated
All This While, I Thought Sonata Arctica Was Some Gay Power Metal Band
Because The Album I ~~Download~~ Consist of Not - So Metal Songs
More of Ballads, But Still Nice

Until

I Heard One Thier Song in Vicious Volume
I was thinking" Eh? Biar betul ni Sonata?
Takkan Brutal Gini?

Find out the album I dlw is when they take a new direction in thier music
Download thier old album and hahahaha.
Power!!! They make Dragon~~Gay~~Force look like kids.

Moral of The Story: Dont Judge A Band Just By Listening To One Album

And I Need To Do My Speech On Media Influence Now ( I Hope)

BYE

Dream On

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 14:37:27 GMT

This Past Few Days I Have The Some Of The Best Sleep I Have In Years!
Unfortunately During Those Good Moment
I Have Been Dreaming
Of A Certain Someone* its a secret* sorry.
And Now I Am Begining To Question Why

Good or Bad?
Dont Know
But It Is Sure Distracting.Arghhhhh

Nevermind, Aerosmith Will Help Me Keep In Check
Dream On! Dream On! Dream On!

Anyway You all Heard Of Manowar?
A Legendary Power Metal Band
As I was Scrolling through the band in DarkLyrics
Saw A Band
Called themselves Nanowar! Wtf???
Guess They Have a Fetish on Nanobots.
HaHa

Bye.

High Anxiety

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 18:17:26 GMT

Media Player Shuffles
This Song Came Up
And It Really Potrayed Exactly How I Feel Right Now
Go Listen, Its Nice.

Suicide Machines - High Anxiety

Well
It's the high anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety, mind
It's my high anxiety getting to the best of me!!

Some times I feel like I'm gonna explode
When I'm approaching total overload
I know that when I am having a panic attack
It's duck and cover, cause I can feel it coming

This time I feel like I'm gonna die
Cold sweat, the fear is paralyzing
You know I wish that this was over and done
Heart pounds, I can feel it escalating

I don't know why
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
I don't know why
I gasp for breath
I'm really feeling like I'm on the brink of death
I don't know why
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
I don't know why
I gasp for breath
I'm really feeling like I'm on the brink of death yeah

I wish I could get this crisis under control
Then I could feel some kind of closure
I feel this could go on and on without end
I guess I'll just have to ride it out cause

It's the high anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety
A victim of society
High anxiety, mind
It's my high anxiety getting to the best of me!!

Exploder

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 11:15:35 GMT

Bloody Hell
It is Already 18 July
Preparing For D-Day Next Week
Gonna Be Fucking Tough Week

Accounting ICAII Coming Out
More Bloody Projects
Having a Debate Too.
Topic Is Should Banks Be Blame For The Financial Crisis?
Bloody Arse Of All Things
More Bloody Projects
Eh? Said That Already
See What I Mean

Thank God There Is Silat Training
Vent My Anger On The Padding
Help To Control Me Beside Another ~~Semething~~
Thank God Also For The Lepak/~~Study~~ Session
Get To Read Social Studies and History Again !
Revolution Starts From Small Discussion
LOL.Nvm.

Lastly, I Found Something Better Then Sex.
Even Though I Never Had One
Doing Splits !
The Feeling When
The Area Between Your Crotch and Thighs
Being Forcefully Stretch
Its Orgasmic
LOL

Damm. Did I Just Nag?
Bye.

The Moon

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 15:55:25 GMT

As I Saw The Moon Gazing On The Night Sky
How I Hope I Could Reach and Touch It
But As You All Know
It Is Impossible
The More I Hope For It
The More I Would Be In Denial Of Reality
So The Least I Can Do Now
Is To Gaze At The Night Sky Every Now And Then
To Make Sure The Moon Is There
Safe and Sound

P.S - You may not understand why the hell I wrote this
As long I understand it

Bye.

Top 5 You Need To Know Before You Die (IMFO)

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 17:41:12 GMT

Just Realised Something
It Has Been A Fucking Long Time
Since I Post A
Top 5 You Need To Know Before You Die (InMyFuckingOpinion)

This Post Is For Ahmad Rauf
Who Is Going To Serve
~~Lee Kuan Yew~~
Soon

Today Is All About Punk Rock
But Don't Expect
Blink 182 sort of crap
This Bands music and lryics
are Fucking educational

~~Bottomline: Ahmad Rauf Introduce Me True Punk-Rock~~

Please Go And ~~Fucking~~ Listen To Them
Ask And I Will Send
Here It Goes

5

The Ramones

4

Bad Religion

3

Anti-Flag

2

Pennywise

1

Rise Against !!!

P.S Somehow, I think Punks like to take thier pictures in Black and White.

D-Day

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 18:31:02 GMT

Finally done with fucking Web Tech project.
Project Work is a fucking chore
If you have unpredictable people to work with
Feel a sense of victory by submitting it.
But still there is other projects.

It's feel like your a fucking soldier during D-Day
Its like your commander tell you
Today will be our greatest invasion ever on sea. Victory!!
and there you are in Omaha Beach.
Fighting Hard with people all dying around you
And finally you manage to survive and win that bloody battle

And when you were about to say
" Thank God I Survived D-Day"
In the mood to celebrate
Your commander tell you
We got another mission now.
To take over Carentan
And this scene keep repeating itself
Till we reach fucking Berlin

Same as fucking projects.
Only difference is we will not be killed in action
Only screwed in action

On a good note
Getting A,B,D airport clearance pass tmw.

The Memory Remains

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 08:30:58 GMT

As You Know
Michael Jackson has passed away.
You may called him the King of Pop

To me, He is also one of the ~~fuc~~King of Rock N Roll
Being inducted twice in Rock n Roll Hall of Fame
It's a pity he have to go first while the old man lives.

And a quote by my mother translate to English,
" When he was alive everybody shunned him , criticise him!
When he passed away, everybody praised him and respect him!"

So true about human nature.
We are fakes.

It dont matter if you're
Black or White

I don't want to live in the modern world

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:14:46 GMT

I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world

The high definition for the low resident
Where the value of your mind is not held in contempt
I can hear the sound of a beating heart,
That bleeds beyond a system that's falling apart
With money to burn, on a minimum wage

Cause I don't give a shit about the modern age !